we cried for the first third of our session with kathy

and it isn’t any of anyone’s *fucking* business what we talked about so back the fuck off. i know it is the secret itself that creates the situation. but still. some things cannot be admitted outside of therapy to someone who you are paying not to be judgmental and is required by law to keep it confidential.
i want to die. i do. that is just true. kathy says i don’t have to. kathy says there is redemption and atonement. kathy says a lot of things that make us feel nice if they are true. kathy is a nice person. i don’t know. things are not good here and it could blow apart and thered be glass everywhere we are eating a dark chocolate dove promise it is tasty we like it we like to be good we want to be good so we can make this all go away we want to be good so we can make this all GO AWAY
we want this all to go away

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