it turns out we didn’t have an appt with kathy

which means we made it up.  and brought our guitar to play and hurt our neck so we are double stupid and bad.  we are having a lot of impulses:

  • to hurt ourselves for being so stupid and for wanting to cry
  • to cry and be comforted
  • to shut the fuck up because we are stupid for feeling sad and asr ejerks

we were pretty dissociated when we went ands o i guess this kind of hit us hard.  we are crazy dissociated and the pot made us so dizzy we cna’t even totally think

m*riad said somthin made us realize that we didnt need pot so much before cuz we dissociated instead

cant write more too dizzy crazy

make food eat pills drink water

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