today we gotta talk with nymph

and it was cool and we is bad to say it but she is very cool and impressive.  she says like what we feel sometimes about how you not be a waste if someone don’t have sex with you or wanta.  and we kids some of us is like that we don’t understand any other way of bein good and bein worth people’s time cuz otherwise we leave and wonder whether we is a waste.

(secret secret)  sometimes we feel that way even with *m*r*-**d.  like if we didn’t have sex then what would they want with us?  unless we is bein super supportive or somthin but that is diferent.  like we worry they will stop loving us or have already.  also, how else can we know they like us?  that is the only real way is if we can make them happy in bed that is the only way we know.

and it’s also like if m*r**d doesn’t see us in a sexual way, even us littles sometimes, then we must be pretty unattractive and worthless.  like if we wasn’t they would want us, right?  cuz that is the only real way to want us and connect with us.

nymph said this thing like otherwise there is nothing to hold on to and we feel like that too.  like that is all we have to offer!  if they don’t want it they don’t want us if we can’t make them happy they won’t love us and we are worthless.

stupid bitchgirl.

m*r**d said like how nymph hurt the system alot and we see that but we still like her.  she is just nymph, she thinks how she thinks and we get thinking how she does.  she does what she can to make her safe and i don’t know we just think that makes sense.  but also she is not in our system so we don’t have to deal with the consequences so it’s easier for us.

i don’t know.  we is impressed cuz nymph says stuff we is afrad to say.  we can’t even admits we think that way like she does.  i don’t know.  we is so stupid.

i guess it just felt like a friend.  even tho she don’t really know us and we wasn’t out.  she is like a far-away friend who you see but doesn’t know you really but you have a friendship in your mind.

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