purchased on ebay in the last 24-48 hours

1/2 lb (2000-3000 stones) of blue lace agate: $10 ($5 + $5 for shipping)
1/2 lb (~120 stones) of small advanturine: ~$5 ($1.84 for the stones plus a combined shipping discount with the blue lace agate, supra.)
5 lithium ion batteries for imac remote and digital drug scale: $2.99 (free shipping)
SNES analog audio/video cable (so i can [...]

this is not an entry i want to write

okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don’t want to be. someone started basically dictating it in our head and i was like fine i’ll write it out cuz maybe then we’ll get somewhere and they’ll shut up.
okay.  so [...]

who am i kidding?

if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probably freak out if they weren’t.  i mean, let’s be honest, that would be pretty part for the course (who the fuck wrote part instead of par?).  anyway, we aid our cable bill today so we won’t have [...]

sad at you

we were talking to m*riad’s littles and they said they felt like they’d never be good enough for us because we were always upset with them so it was never safe and how it made them so sad.  and i just listened, and tried to explain, and took it all in because this was gospel.  [...]

heehee m*riad said this thing about

how they had never really appreciated how well we use humor to get out of awkward and tense situations by deflecting or distracting because they are usually not trying to do those things.  but then when they WERE they like could totally see how like we can just say something crazy and funny and just [...]

i don’t know what to do

we spend the day with m*riad today.  it was cool we were like pretty functional and could do things for them and it was so wierd because they said they didn’t see us as the take care of people when they’re sick type and i just realized how long i’ve been without that ability for [...]

Protected: there were a lot of things at aeron’s

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Protected: i’m scared and upset

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ok, i’m not supposed to complain like this

but eva just emailed me again to print.  and like
okaym i actually just went off and did the stuff for her and am putting together the email so that’s that
i guess i don’t know quite how to explain how much my mom taught me it was my responsability to take care of the people i’m [...]