what we did today

- took out the trash for the first time in probably over a week
- did the laundry for the first time in over 2 weeks and i think it might be 3 or 4.
we are thinking about taking a shower to complete the trifecta of cleanliness.
we are clearly avoiding *something* here.

i am going to die

i have so much to do and i can’t get it done.  it’s serious, people!!  this is like $3000 dollars i will owe uw if i don’t handle this.  dammit dammit dammit.  plus the apartment stuff. plue the food money stuff.  dammit dammit dammit i am horrible.

for the record

i have the following to do.  all very important.  all over due.

tuition forfeiture petition so i’m not charged $3200 by the law school
get form from testm so i can get my $93 in food benefits for this month (or some part of it)
get in apartment cert so i don’t get evicted

so that would be money, [...]

okay this is crazy but whatever

i think we got triggered by like the demon stuff or satanic stuff in suffer the child and we looked thru our flickr and found this drawing
i don’t know our leg shook alot and we realized it was actually called demons which was wierd but whatever.  anyway, we are crazy but we feel like something [...]

playing guitar feels different lately

we haven’t done it for a *while* really, it just stopped feeling like something we had to do, like something that just felt good to do, now it feels scary and pressuresome.  maybe cuz we feel bad for not having done it for so long.  but it’s omething else.  with our head and maybe the [...]

point/counterpoint

what we are supposed to be doing: our paperwork
what we are actually doing: looking at the bed, bath, and beyond website cuz we got a $10 off $30 coupon in the mail
what a fucking jerk.