1/2 lb (2000-3000 stones) of blue lace agate: $10 ($5 + $5 for shipping)
1/2 lb (~120 stones) of small advanturine: ~$5 ($1.84 for the stones plus a combined shipping discount with the blue lace agate, supra.)
5 lithium ion batteries for imac remote and digital drug scale: $2.99 (free shipping)
SNES analog audio/video cable (so i can [...]
January 17, 2009
Categories: stream-of-consciousness . Tags: being good, body, feeling crazy, inter-system communication, scareded, taking care of people, talking about things we don't want to talk about . Author: the edges . Comments: Leave a Comment
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December 28, 2008
Categories: update . Tags: being good, being good enough, being good to be around, body, circling birds, feeling crazy, inter-system communication, littles, mom, programming(?), protective/possessive, scareded, self harm, self-hating . Author: the edges . Comments: Enter your password to view comments
but m*riads told me once that the only (best?) defense they had was to tell and tell and tell. and so in that vein… i guess if it’s inappropriate i’ll find our and decide what to do from there.
so here is what i think. i think that a lot of parts of a*ron that used [...]
December 27, 2008
Categories: stream-of-consciousness . Tags: being an abuser, body, circling birds, dark things, e*a and me, feeling crazy, inter-system communication, needing people, nobody loves me, programming(?), protective/possessive, scareded, self-hating, talking about things we don't want to talk about . Author: the edges . Comments: Leave a Comment
okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don’t want to be. someone started basically dictating it in our head and i was like fine i’ll write it out cuz maybe then we’ll get somewhere and they’ll shut up.
okay. so [...]
December 26, 2008
Categories: stream-of-consciousness . Tags: (dys)functionality, alters, associating, being clingy/needy, being good, being hard on ourselves, being in control, being manic, being multiple, body, circling birds, dark things, feeling crazy, inter-system communication, mom, needing people, nobody loves me, pleasers, protective/possessive, scareded, self-hating, sex-being a bottom, taking care of people, talking about things we don't want to talk about, the borderlines, wanting/needing love . Author: the edges . Comments: Leave a Comment
December 23, 2008
Categories: pcture/graphic, update . Tags: being an abuser, being good, being hard on ourselves, being in control, circling birds, feeling crazy, inter-system communication, nobody loves me, programming(?), scareded . Author: the edges . Comments: Leave a Comment
like they are narrating. who knows. i know we are triggered. i know we are bad. i know we are a bad girl. i know i want to die and am a bad girl. iknow i want to die because i’m a bad girl. i know these things [...]
December 23, 2008
Categories: stream-of-consciousness . Tags: being clingy/needy, being good, body, circling birds, feeling crazy, mom, nobody loves me, programming(?), scareded, self-hating . Author: the edges . Comments: Leave a Comment
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December 21, 2008
Categories: stream-of-consciousness, update . Tags: being clingy/needy, being good, being good enough, feeling crazy, nobody loves me, programming(?), protective/possessive, scareded, self-hating . Author: the edges . Comments: Enter your password to view comments
if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away. and would probably freak out if they weren’t. i mean, let’s be honest, that would be pretty part for the course (who the fuck wrote part instead of par?). anyway, we aid our cable bill today so we won’t have [...]
December 20, 2008
Categories: stream-of-consciousness . Tags: being a girl, being bad, being clingy/needy, being good, being good enough, being in control, being multiple, body, circling birds, dark things, feeling crazy, nobody loves me, programming(?), protective/possessive, scareded, self harm, self-hating, sex-being a bottom, smoking, taking care of people, talking about things we don't want to talk about, the borderlines, wanting/needing love . Author: the edges . Comments: Leave a Comment
it’s our secret favorite i think. but i am pretty sure it is in no waay one of our best. anyway we got wierd playing it today again. we’re playing through all our songs. we are crazy missed meds all left at m*riads went there they not there at a*rons got a little triggered but [...]
December 17, 2008
Categories: audio, music, stream-of-consciousness . Tags: body, circling birds, dream places, dreams, feeling crazy, mom . Author: the edges . Comments: Leave a Comment
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December 15, 2008
Categories: stream-of-consciousness . Tags: being bad, being good to be around, being multiple, denial, feeling crazy, scareded . Author: the edges . Comments: Enter your password to view comments