another dream. woke up banging our head against the pillow. angry cuz in the dream no one cared about us even tho we really needed it and we were angry and tried to act like we didn’t care. something like a law school and judges but it also looks a bit like a futuristic mall. [...]
i am insane
i am definitely insane
i am definitely insane
we watched this grey’s and this woman’s heart stopped beating and her husband couldn’t handle it and started pushing it to make it beep and i think we got really triggered or something we flased on the dream where we gave eva cpr and then there was this like [...]
e*a died or passed out or something in the dream
and we tried to give her cpr. i don’t remember it that well. it was in that house on the hill that i think of as victorian.
nother nightmare
god, no wonder i never want to go to sleep. i have one every night. and they seem often quite similar.
one part a house. lots of shrubbery and a hill keep it away from the street (like barbs?). so far. try to get e*a out before the people get out. keep losing our stuff. keep [...]
dream
i don’t remember my dream that well but i was trying to convince eva of something and i couldn’t and it really upset me.
i think there was something about proving somehting, i was tyring to convince her of somethng and couldn’t and it really upset me. i thought it had to do with safety but [...]
