okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don’t want to be. someone started basically dictating it in our head and i was like fine i’ll write it out cuz maybe then we’ll get somewhere and they’ll shut up.
okay. so [...]
this is not an entry i want to write
one of the chants we here sometimes
“[some name] is suicidal, scared, and alone”
we’ve been hearing the narrator more, who narrates our actions as if we were the hero/protagonist in a novel. it’s irritating but effective.
again, we let everyone here add tags even if they don’t make sense so don’t blame us but we figure over-ragging is better than under you may [...]
help help help
okay, um somthin kinda wierd happened. someone like we let them out and um they were like talking in this happy kind of twangy voice about what a bitch we are and how they’re going to kill us and we kind of just lightly scratched ourselves with teh serated knife we were using but it [...]
andrea
so andrea came out yesterday. or someone. someone assertive and “prickly” as aeron described it. someone who freaked m*riad out because they seemed angry. i guess i just think of them as brusque and sarcastic and don’t take any shit and can handle things and be assertive.
it’s funny, tho, cuz she/they felt very frustrated that [...]
wow there is so much fear here
it is insane. i only feel the edges (haha) but even that makes us dizzy and nauseous and our back hurt especially on the right. it’s feeling mom-related.
someone keeps saying help. i don’t know quite what to do about that. i am probably supposed to dive into the fear but who the hell wants to [...]
wes maded another person
she is softgirl . she was posed by like a fairy all sexy but then she wanted jamas cuz she saw a teddy bear and held it. she sad a little not be sexy but happy to feel warm and comfy. it is tough tho cuz she thinks only worth is be sexy she thinks.
another one of us
you have to click the picture and see her dance cuz that is really us (so say the ferelli or whoever they are)
they/we are very proud of it. especially when it dances. you can spin her around and stuff with the mouse and she dances!!!
