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Protected: what is my problem?
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we found a borderliner in a pink dress with dirt on her
on a hard floor with maybe chains but they weren’t on. anyway, we tried to listen blahblahblah we made her a pillow person, who is someone who is a person in that they are warm and feel like a person, but like a pillow in that they have no sexual organs whatsoever or sexual feeling [...]
wow
we have been a total *shit* to our borderliners. fucking a. no wonder they got the book on borderline stuff and were looking for treatment. we are just so pissed that they are pathetic and needy and lonely and clingy and angry and jealous and bitter and wrong. so we try to keep them quiet.
and [...]
you know what it is?
i want to pretend things are different but they aren’t. they are the same as when it was tense. the issues is still there and real. and i want it not to be. and it is. and i’m not supposed to talk about it. so i don’t.
Protected: i guess in some ways
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we cried for the first third of our session with kathy
and it isn’t any of anyone’s *fucking* business what we talked about so back the fuck off. i know it is the secret itself that creates the situation. but still. some things cannot be admitted outside of therapy to someone who you are paying not to be judgmental and is required by [...]
i don’t even know what i’m scared of
but i am petrified. of everything. of everyone. i just, i cnat. people want to much they always do they always do and you can’t say no and there are no boundaries at all. i am so scared of everyone. coming near. needing me. needing too much of me and you can’t say no you [...]
we got $50 from either our mother or sister
e*a dropped off some groceries we asked for and this cool m&m thing and in it wrapped in paper said “Elizabeth” once on the card and once on the pacakge just twice same hand writing we knew it but we didn’t know whose it wwas. isn’t that nice? we are so lucky. [...]
