what we did today

- took out the trash for the first time in probably over a week
- did the laundry for the first time in over 2 weeks and i think it might be 3 or 4.
we are thinking about taking a shower to complete the trifecta of cleanliness.
we are clearly avoiding *something* here.

someone is very upset and keeps yelling

helphelphelp i’m going to commit suicide helphelphelp i’m going to commit suicide
so that’s happening.  i assume the mania is a side-effect/biproduct/distraction of/from something horrible underneath because now our whole body is tensing freaking out tensing freaking out help help help help

i was thinking

if i had a relationship with someone who hurt me, and some/most/all of the time i wanted them to or i didn’t want them not to or it was all just too mixed up, but i also knew/suspected it hurt me in a lot of other ways, i’d be really invested in not ever accepting [...]

a good day

so we heard someone singing this line in our head so we tried to make it happen on the guitar. we’ve been talking with m*riad about how we write music and i think often we here a few lines sung in our head and then play and improvise a while. usually more than [...]

we have been manic

we made this, which involved downloading and installing 2 pieces of software, using one to turn each picture into a pencil sketch, then the other to extract my figure from the background, then putting them all together. yeah, we’ve been pretty manic.
oh, and then of course reworking and editing to make it “better” as [...]

the pleaser’s song

it goees against the pleaser’s very nature to write a song about being pleasers.  it’s hard for them to post here, and i’m not sure they could sing it in front of anyone.

we REALLY LIKE our new header

that’s what sucks about rss feeds, the posts are decontextualized from the web page.  in ours we can click it special and see it but i wish it was like that automatically cuz we don’t know how exactly and we feel stupid

i have a message for people selling an lcd/hgtv on craigslist

yeah, you’re going to take a bath on this.  i’m sorry you paid like $1500 for your tv, but it’s worth like maybe $300 now.  people pay based on market value, not your costs.
um, you paid for the privilege of having an amazing tv when the technology was still young.  and you got that benefit.  [...]

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